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quiz~

2008-12-09T17:11:00.002+09:00

1)The person that tag/pass me this is? YiXuan Chan AKA Hobo
2)The relationship between him/her is? SBFF -school best friend forever
3)Your 5 expressions of him/her is? cute, annoying, funny, shy, smart
4)Most memorable thing he/she done for u? slap me in the face
5)Most memorable thing he/she said to you? called me a dumb bum >.<
6)If he/she becomes yr lover, things he/she has to improve on? ...im not gay... even if i was shes not my type
7)If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?celebrate...jokes jokes... hit her
8)What is the thing that you want to tell him/her now?Hobo! is ur cardboard box comfy?
9)Your overall impression of him/her?hobo, cute, silly
10)How do u think the people around u feel abt you?hateful
11)The character u love about yourself? love myself p-l-e-a-s-e
12)On the contrary, the character u hate of yourself is? everything
13)The most ideal person u want to b is? Kanon Wakeshima
14)For people who cares n likes u, say something to them - hi... arigatou gozai masu?
15)Pass the quiz to 10people that u want to know how they feel abt u-dont have any apart from YiXuan
16)Who is No.6 having relationship with? T.T am I really that bad??
17)Is No.9 female or male? ...
Now my own quiz =D
18) What is your fave style? Gothic/Classical Lolita
19) What is your fave colour? Black
20) What are your best friends fave colours? blue and pink... i think...
21) How old r u? 1200000000 not telling

Namida no Kokoro~

2008-11-21T20:48:00.005+09:00

The pain pierces through my chest,
It goes as your gentle hands hold me,
But when I cry for you, needing you the most,
Do you come to me?
Nay.

You are a power hungry fiend,
Wanting me to succumb to your evil,
How could you soothe me just to make it worse?
Do you truly care?
Nay.

You cut me open and rub salt in the wounds,
Then heal me with your gentle kiss,
You want me to need you,
But will I?
Nay.

How could I be so naive,
With the tears of my heart,
I finally yield to you,
Do you imprison me further?
Nay.

Life so far~

2008-10-18T20:01:00.007+08:00

I can't believe it's the end of primary skl =[

On the graduation party night I felt alone... lonely as usual
But then YiXuan and Edu came! (two besties)
I greeted them with a helium voice, the balloon which I had inhaled 2 seconds prior.
The lights dimmed and the party lights flickered.
Then with a BOOM! the music played.
Edu was dancing some weird african dance... haha
YiXuan was just jumping
I was just... well... spinning and scaring people with my ami kurumi.
We then had pizza at about 8:00pm
I ate two slices + a third.
Then everyone continued dancing...
I requested the song "Time to Dance by P!ATD"
but of course no one knew wth it was...
and i was the only one singing along.
I had to go shortly after the games started...
But I had fun ~<(^-^<)

hello!=)

2008-09-27T21:07:00.004+08:00

hi all! im yixuan here=D thanku aneesa for inviting me to contribute to yr bloggie! btw, just to tell im not really prefect.

yeah its the hols!! missed all my friends, aneesa, eden, jamie-lee....

cya soon aneesa!=]

hey amy stop copying me!

2008-09-21T20:56:00.003+08:00

So it goes like this...
This girl in my class Amy..
SHE COPIES EVERYTHING I DO...
I told her I like anime, next day she absolutely loves it.
I told her my favourite colours, black and purple, next day they were hers too.
I told her I like goth stuff, so does she...
But what annoys me most of all... She was next to me during a spelling test..
(shes not good at spelling) and she got the exact same score 90%!
I want to kill her.
There is no reason for her to steal my identity...
Oh yeh... the latest I sarted doing "~" next to my name on school work so she decides to copy...
And then... SHE SAID I COPIED HER.
Oh well I guess she must admire me so much... ^-^'

My DYiiNG heart~

2008-09-19T22:18:00.004+08:00

I fade into the distance...
My dying heart devours my soul.
I don't know why I feel like I do.
But I just do.

I'm cold even on the warmest days...
I always wonder why.
But is it too childish to cry?
Maybe.

I sleep dreadfully...
I might not wakeup.
Will my cold heart lead me astray?
It will.

I feel pain...
But it is normal.
Do you feel it too?
No, I'm alone.

Alone, Alone...
I fade, I'm cold.
I sleep, I feel.
What is the meaning of it all?

I freeze...
Cold again like always.
Why won't the sun shine on me?
I shall never know.

kuroi torikago

2008-09-19T15:59:00.002+08:00

Kanon-sama...
My IDOL!
She is so... goth lolisum...!
Her voice is like a dark angle whispering in you ear...
She is my favourite artist...
But then I can't help but like something so juvenile and un-lolisum..
like Kira*Pika's Hana wo Puun...
Well I guess no one is perfect hehe... ^^'

CARiiNG~

2008-09-19T15:59:00.001+08:00

^ My special friend

You see I have this friend... who means alot to me... someone I wish would just realise that I'm there and that I will be forever. I am worried about this one person because I want them to know that I will allways be there, trustworthy and caring unlike her friends who just recently ditched her in camp groups. I know you know who you are and I want you to know even though I am cranky at times... well alot of the time... that I truly care about you and love you.

YOU are special to me!